I'm done with being governed by you.
I've let you determine my identity and the opportunities suitable for me.
I'm through with this partnership that I've permitted, because now you've taken over and people see more of you than me.
This is never how God intended it to be...
I hear You,
But I hear call of the world too.
So here I am, caught between the forces of the external.
You call louder, bidding me to submit my all...
...Maybe I've taken your name too literal; you're even somewhat unknown to me... it feels like secrecy
Secret place, become alive and my favourite place to be
Lord show me the beauty in your secret dwellings and may I become so accustomed to every crevice in that space...